What's Behind My Eyes

I am not heroic, never have been really. I know this because I live with a man who is & who always has been, so I know what it looks like up close and personal...& it ain't me. Sometimes I've taken the strong stand, done the right thing, been brave, showed up on time...other times, most times, not so much. I've been lazy and afraid, been a thief and a liar, been a junkie and a whore. Never been a cheat, but that's more of a personal choice than a badge of honor. Given the opp